PesisirBJ

Don't wanna be a product to my environment, I wanna my environment be a product of me...I am a man from the beautiful island,Bangka. I am the quiet child that awaits the day for me to break free. I am a daydreamer, yet I live each moment as intensely as possible. I have an optimistic and loving view on the world and Its living creatures, yet am also realistic. I cherish love, faith and hope. Miracles happen each day. Life exists of magic. And, art is more than beauty, it's a certain view on life. A realization has surfaced. Perhaps I've given out The wrong Impression. Should I change it? Or should I solely change my endless whining, which even I, am getting sick of? I suppose that's best. I'm really going to do better. Or at least try harder. But not forget about myself along the way. I have been trying to maintain a perfect balance, yet I keep outweighing myself. I wish to work harder and enjoy more, but the enjoying things more has been interfering with my working harder, which has repeatedly led me to calamity. I'm a man, and this is supposed to be the most thrilling time of my life.. and I couldn't be more bored. Honestly, my life is so dull. It seems such a waste for someone who is filled with such passion and romance inside of others. I wish I didn't have to be so melodramatic all the time, have to dramatize and romance up my life. I wish I could do the things I always wish to do. I wish I could be a Journalist (TEMPO) one day. May God bless me, Always. Amin