I stay up on current news and events. Soon to be 50 and going through a major transition in my life. If it wasn't for my dogs and God, I would never have made it this far. I obviously have a huge amount of strength. I come from a dysfuntional family and suffer PTSD and at times severe depression. Living in the country is my only solice. I enjoy decorating, landscaping and hard work. I tend to be reserved and dislike drama very much. Giving to others is a passion that I enjoy very much. I love sitting outside at nite when the weather is nice simply to enjoy nature. I continue to love even though it has brought much pain. I care to the point of heartbreak, and I hold fast to respect, not just to me, but others just as deserving. I try to continuously have faith, but sometimes it's a challenge.