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have u ever had something bad happen to u and no matter how hard u try to forget, u cant get it out of ur mind. i have been sexually abused and now i have dreams about it. i want to forget but i cant. no matter how hard i try not to think about it, the dreams get worse and worse u have flash backs and then when they get really bad u cant even wake up from them . this happend to me last night and the flash back just kept repeating over and over.i am only 13 and im scared to death of life its self and all the men in it. and all i think baout is why does this happen to me
we all need to believe that no matter how difficult it may appear to be it will all work out. i should know, im going through the most difficult thing in my life. i have been put in a better home, and now i get a second chance at life, to make it better, unlike most people. we all just need to have a little faith and believe its all for the better
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10/23/09
5:26 am Beanizer
STAY STRONG!! keep the faith in you..
u r safe here in bloggers :)
m nterestd on ur story, hope 2 find ur blogs here ..
b my frend :)
04/22/09
4:06 pm O-Darlee
Raven Hearted
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03/28/09
11:15 am STACY
HUN I WENT THROUGH IT WHEN I WAS 9 YEARS OLD. I AM NOW 28. YOU WILL NEVER GET OVER IT . THE NIGHTMARES WILL ALWAYS BE THERE EVEN AS YOU GO THROUGH LIFE. YOU CAN TALK WITH OTHER PEOPLE AND YOU WILL ALWAYS FEEL THE SAME. YOU HAVE TO LEARN TO FORGIVE YOURSELF FIRST YOU DIDNT DESERVE IT. YOU NEED TO MAKE THE CHOICE OF EITHER DWELLING ON IT OR BEGINNING YOUR LIFE AGAIN WITHOUT THE INFLUENCE YOUR SEXUAL PREDATOR HAS OVER YOU. YOU ARE NOT HIS VICTIM. YOU ARE A PERSON AND YOU NEED TO HAVE YOUR OWN HAPPY LIFE! YOU ARE YOUNG AND YOU WILL MEET PEOPLE ALONG THE WAY THAT WILL HELP YOU TILL IT IS ALL FORGIVEN AND FORGOTTEN.
02/22/09
2:05 pm Just Me
Believe in urself ... I am going thru the same...there more to life. This world is full of sick people. But not all are the same. Don't judge everybody at one level. Take one day at a time and u will love every moment. Concentrate on self improvement and stop saying WHY Me.. learn from your mistakes and dont repeat them.. God Bless u and be happy....
2:05 pm MotownCinderella
yeah uhm lol my display name is MotownCinderella
2:05 pm
dear time is the only great medicin to overcome any bad thing n have faith in god he will put u in better state soon.always chant OOOOM,/OOOOM/OOOOM/OOOOOM/OOOOM, every MORNING WN U GET UP.BYE DEAR TAKE CARE
MARKS
2:05 pm Nhierhaigne
Don't just try it!!!!Do it!!!
2:05 pm Tracy D Woods
I'm so sorry that bad things have happened to you. I'm not an expert of any kind but if you need some one to talk to I can do that for you. Remember that you are not alone in this situation find a group you can connect with to help you. May God watch over and protect you.
Tracy
2:05 pm Nhierhaigne
I mean Never let you down
2:05 pm Nhierhaigne
Only i can advice to you is to Pray at God if you believe in Him.His the only one you can run to.God is bigger than your problems and he can defeat the problem how big it is!!!Trust in God He'll newer let you down
2:05 pm Nhierhaigne
can i be your friend???Coz u rock!!!
2:05 pm MotownCinderella
k wow.
how did i miss that.
but you're right. life is difficult but we have the power to work it all out
you sound like a very strong young woman ^_^
keep writing, i always feel bottled up but when you let it out someplace like this.. i always seem to find the support i need.
im sure you will too.
2:05 pm MotownCinderella
life IS scary.
but you just have to jump in and everything that happens will surely work out in the end.
my life for example.. i sort of regret going to college for what i'm here for.. but if i had have gone to the other school, i would have never met the friends i made here, and i probably wouldn't have met that guy i wrote about. *daydreams*
lol anyways! just go for it ;)
whatever "it" is that day
02/08/09
10:21 am DrROCKDAY
i would like to b your frnd