i got married early in life havent experience the real teen age and single life, i messed up with my personal life and i can harldy move on im depressed, lonely, tired with everything i do, i could not find where love is, temptation and lust are everywhere.... i only need a little care..
care that i find from another person..
a real disaster right?..
but i feel the overwhelming love i used to have..
i need it, but i loathe it
am i selfish?
i only need a little love...
a little care..
to have a simple reason to smile about

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06/14/09
1:46 am M Naveed
hey dude dont be depressed its life . in your life you have lit to enjoy and appreciate so its not a good thing to be depressed. have fun
bye n tc
03/24/09
12:44 pm Beautiful Disaster
he came, his smile is so sweet, so tempting...
damn, dark, gorgeous eyes would look at me past my body to my soul...
the smell of his hard, muscled curve body is a perfume to my senses..
his lips, soft and aggressive...
its so hard to resist...
02/23/09
5:47 am Aimer Gelvosa
depression is normal, it only reminds you, your human, you just have to accept you cannot solve all your problems, just make one right decision one after the other and soon you will realize your out of depression
01/28/09
3:50 am I Khan
HI beautiful disaster keep smile if there is sorrow and watch there are so many human being in the world having much problem then u then me if I saw to them I forget my problems
01/12/09
6:38 pm Blaque Oracle
Hey Beautiful disaster...interesting blog..when you have time, stop by and visit my page. Helps is just around the corner.
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01/16/09 7:40 am Beautiful Disaster
i really need that, to have someone to listen and talk to is a so much a blessing to me.... thanx
01/10/09
7:02 am Orange
Hey don't get depressed or frustrated my friend. Cheer up! =)
01/16/09 7:40 am Beautiful Disaster
thanx but i hope the sun in my life will rise soon.... i hope it will be soon
01/09/09
9:06 am Beautiful Disaster
hey stranger thanx..... i hope the tunnel hasnt a far ending... i hope this new world is not as dark as i am in now......
2:53 am
Hey do not get depressed. Every tunnel has an ending and it takes you to new world. So, have hopes on life and can you say something more about you,i