Davisha
i write about my life
lol i cant belive i got played like this foreal his lisister fried guess thats his age group so thats whats up hell naw i just cant belive it
i just want to call to hear his voice but why do that when he not even call me to its like i really wated him to chase me and fight but he didnt so y must i d all that when he dont care about me or my eeling make no sence to me guess i got to act like he not even alive but he did to me so fuck it keep a smile an keep moving thats what life is made of
well i gurss he not thinking about me cause i still aint got no call guess he to busy living life with the next bitch lol i guess he never cared amn shame lol
i just cant belvie this he really doesnt give a fuck he like really does like this girl he wasnt evn thought to pick up the phone and see if im ok my heart is fucked up i cant belive someone i put my all in could do me like this an shit on me like this over a off the wall bitch but i guess thats the way life is maybe this is what he wanted he didnt even fight for me at all what the hell and this is suppose to be love somebody please tell me y he do me like this the pain is unbeliveable never thought this would happen
i feel lonely here i know over there nobody liked me but i did think he did guess not but thats ok ill get over it this shit feel so funny to me my hert is broken but time heal all wounds i just wish time just past
guess im not as important as i thought cause nigga still aint called me that shit crazy ass hell i guess thats the way shit go in life thats crazy ass hell
its funny how he got more respect for her then me lol gits thats y he sing im ooking for her lol that shit crazy
so i walked to the store it was ok demi acting like a itch but thats normal still no call from louis and penny i tired to call louis he didnt pick up that was i had nothing to say anyway
i cant stop crying this shit is crazy ass hell to me i just dont get this shit why me why her its fucked up that all this could happen to me and he doesnt care at all everybody was looking stpid at me my heart hurts so bad and everybody knew but me good thing i saw what i saw or ill still be looking stupid thinking everthing was ok everybody laughing at me i dot get it y he did that to me guess he didwhat he he to do to be happy so ineed to do what i got to do to be happy but thats ok my heart is broken
the thing that hurts the most is that he can lie to me so good and he can have me looking stupis that i dont even know what she look like that i really didn matter but everthing will be ok i know it will i just want it to hurry up
i cant really belive that he realy got something for this girl so quick its like he lied about everthing to me i dont understand maybe this what he wanted to feel important and get the last laugh i pretty sure she was the girl on the couch aint no telling what he told her about i just never thought he would do this me but he did and he dont give a damn about he got a new girl that everybody like and he feel like the man but he will pay for this cause even though i do some fucked uo shit he lied to me about alot of shit thats why we wasnt having sex cause he had her but thats ok ill get past and over this cause he did i know he not thinkng about me or m feelings he to busy being the man i bet all them think this sht is cute and funny he lied to me abut evrthing he even lied on his dead family so he won this time but i will get my blessing and everthing will be ok i just wish it didnt hurt so bad but thats ok everthing will be ok on my end i dont need a man i need to get me together fuck everthing else i dont have to deal with maybe something better is coming my way i just know it hurt so bad my heart is broken in many ways but what dont kil me make me strong
woke lonely im so not use to this it hurt real bad that i can get done like this i hope penny can come out so me and him can spend some time cause this is just to said i cAnt be doing this somethig has to change real guick i lonely this shit is to sad that he could do this to me but i guess out of site out of ind and he doing him and having fun but im just going threw hell
i cant stop thinking about him i need to get my life together i cant do this i should just end my life cause this hurt real bad
i guess evertime ithink about him i will write i guess he dont love he iving his love 2 her now how could he take a new bitch to part with him and his family and say fuck me she must got a lil ass or something i cant belive he could be so disrecpectful but he doesnt know how to love i really cant belive i got done in like this im so lonely i have know to hang with im all alone penny cant come out louis got anew girl and im here bored and cant take it but i guess everthi g will get better
Davisha ∙ 31 weeks ago
he such a weak bitch its like he cant even pick up the phone for me guess i shouldve known better then to trust that he could be honest about anything