MssMegz ∙ 27 Apr, 10
Im 19 and have struggled since I was 12 with theses problems
.. i haven't finshd readng ol ur blogs..but i cud say u'r a true person..u'r nvr hesitant 2 show hw crazy u r..u r 1 of his fave subject..wat rily maters n ds world s self-aceptance..people n ds planet may luv or criticize u, u hv nothng to xplain 2 dem..b u hv 2 undrstnd urslf..u r nt totally messed though..u r juz tougher than any one else knowng u r stl alive and facing life's trials..luv urself..u olwez hv dt gudnes n u..luk n d miror, he needs u..
is this how ur feeling? my mind is in a shadow of darkness where the sun has been stripped from my sky of light. my warm world now is under frost. the sun is iced over and my days of protection are now terrifying nightmares that I never wake from. But the truth is I am awake and Feel so sick.Now the tears have spilled over, yet i have not the sun to dry these tears of dispare from my tired eyes. and that my friend is my heart, my eternal winter. Ur not alone if u feel like this.
I am a 24 yr old mother. I am also a recovering drug addict. I was a lot like you in this regard. Drugs took me away from my problems. . .at first. Later they created more. I finally came to a point where enough was enough. I went to an out patient rehab. It was hard and it took a lot of support from my husband. But, trust me, it was worth it. Don't self destruct. There are better ways to handle your anger, hurt, and discontent with life. If you ever need a friend, I am here.
I know that there are many problems i the life and sometimes life itself seems to be a great problem. But one has to be brave enough to face them and find something good out of it. Something which is really helpful to get rid of the problems. Sometimes we feel that I am the only person who is facing all the pains of the world an I am the most unlucky person, but if we look around we can see that we are better than many. I was facing many problems in my life and it was totally deserted. But than I have got a message from the 'SAW' movies yes the message is "Cherish your life".
Now I can say that I am happy, Happy without something that I need because I can see that I am in better condition than many others.
Ok bye. And I pray that you may find peace of mind.
And I will always be there to help you and to anybody, because this is my only mission of my life 'To spread happiness and peace'
Some will hold your hand. I am here to kiss your cheek and tell you that you always have choices. You can dwell in heartbreak and sorrow or you can choose to surround yourself with thoughts of what you want for your life that is positive. You will be amazed at what you will attract in your life when you change the way you think about it. If you will practice everyday visualizing the happiness you deserve, it will come to you.
i have gone through many thing my self but there is nothing in life that would be bad enough to hate life or yourself.
its just how you see. i just belive that i am only responsible for every action or choice i make.. just have to forgive yourself for everymistake you make and still love yourself. you will have to learn to move on.
LIFE SUCKS THEN YOU GET OVER IT AND MOVE ON TO THE NEXT FAZE!!! DEPRESSION IS A LARGE PART OF GROWING UP BUT APPARENTLY YOU DONT WANT TO REALLY DWELL IN IT IF YOU ARE SPEAKING ABOUT IT!!! LIFE ISNT PEACHY ALL THE TIME BUT THERE WILL BE GOOD TIMES THROWN INTO THE MIX IF YOU WILL ALLOW IT!!!
No, it isn't always fun, but it should be a lot better than you are experiencing. Sometimes (a lot of times) teenagers are depressed because they are angry and don't know what to do with the anger. Is that you?
Life's beautiful once you look at the world with the 'glass is half-full' attitude. Adolescent is the period of 'storms and stress' and you're not alone..so many of us have pulled through, and so will you. You have so many willing to hear you out and help you: they show that you mean so much more than this mess that you think you are in.