1. Travel 2. Write books. 3. Have a family. 4. Live comfortably.
I find myself lying in bed feeling down and lost. What do I do. My book is not doing as well as I would like. It's only been two months I know but I want to make it into a best seller. My family, we are blessed I have to thank God everyday for my healthy babies. I can't travel for the constant reminder of my job that has kept me for the past fives years stuck with nowhere to go. No title to move up to. I find sometimes I have no words for my utter boredom. Many say, a writer with no words is no writer at all. I beg to differ. A writer who has no words is one who needs to get out and do. I need to do... lol. I know, how lame am I to be bored. Well I am. I say this prayer: Dear God, send me a sign that I have not wasted five years of my life at this job, please send me a sign showing me the way I am to travel now. I know you know my heart and you know how big I want my books to be. Help me God to be the best seller I know I can be. Thank you for all that you do.
I find the older I get the more ambitious I am. I remember as a child dreaming, hoping and wishing. As I grow older I do. I still dream. I still hope. But I do more. I would never think in a million years I would have a published book and I would never thinkI would be less support now. It is as if people don't want you to grow to thrive to be more than what you have been.