Do you...have you...ever hated yourself deep deep down, but you just had too much shit to do outside the box to actually 100% live up to it? That's me...NOLUK 't seem to do the simple natural shit at all. This is my story...I have had a total of 10 pregnancies. My most recent was this year. I delivered a beautiful baby boy early last month only to have him die three days later. The pain is nothing I wish on even my most dangerous enemy. It hurts like hell...seems as if I have no luck. I have one living child and I am very thankful for him I've been traveling down this road too long!
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02/09/09
12:24 am Shinlyn
Hello Noluk, I am really sorry to hear what happened to you. Please don't hate yourself because of it. Your baby's life is not in your hand, it is in God's. It doesn't mean that God is mean to you to let you experience this, but I believe He has a plan for you and God's plan is never to harm us. I just posted 'The Serenity Prayer' by Reinhold Niebuhr in my blogsite www.amazingordinarylife.blogspot.com. I hope it will give you peace in your heart. Jesus loves you.