I am a 34 year old woman. I love life and all it has to offer. I even can appreciate the bad times in life, because it makes you who you are and builds character in the middle of adversity. I am a mother of 6 children. My blogging will simply be about everyday life with kids, special offers that I come across to make it easy for mothers providing for there kids. Also I will blog about my journey as a military spouse of an army soldier and how it all came to an ends. Life as an army spouse the pros and cons. Whatever questions anyone has for me please do ask I am making my life an open book to you. I hope my blogging help someone in there everyday life. Be blessed, and remember you don't have to know someone to extend the love. So with that in mind I love you my single and or married women.. We have to stick together especially raising kids in this world today.
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10/04/11
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09/13/11
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09/12/11
6:11 pm Politeenuff
So here we go my first blog. The thing that crossed my mind today was divorce. Yes the big "D"!!! Unfortunately I have been down this road before and trust me it was a very ugly situation, especially when kids are involved. The question I asked myself frequently was "WHY ME?" I was staring at divorce papers remembering the day I got married and 15years later to be standing here letting it all go. All of the questions that were circulating in my head;
Who was at fault?
What could I have done differently to make it work?
Is this marriage worth saving?
What will I tell the kids?
Why did he hurt me this way?
Why did I hurt myself?
What did I do to contribute to this failure of a marriage.
As you see there were quite a few questions drilling holes in my brain. I remember the tears that didn't seem to stop falling. I remember the hunger pain in my stomach as I couldn't eat until that pain became the norm and it no longer bothered me. The mixed emotions you feel the guilt of whatever brought you to this point. Yes I was once here.
I often went to my kids rooms as I struggled getting out of my bed and stared into there faces as they were asleep, "wondering now what can I offer them". I based my whole world around a man. A military man at that. This is just the ending of the beginning of my story.
(We think sometimes marriage is forever, but for me it was not forever.) My high school sweetheart and I was over. The things I experienced in this marriage and the after shock of it all, was and still is a journey. More to come about marriages and divorce to a military soldier.