― going to school for graduation practice got me thinking today. ∙ i don't want to pretend that i am always happy because no one always is. right now i am pressured to look for work, work that would define the start of this so-called working life. i am pressured, i feel battered and most of all, i feel wrong. i am given two months to search for work, and maybe the two months begin three days from now. ∙ this will be a post for mega negativity, so if you can't NegaVibes then you may [...].