― I don’t do blog poetry to reveal my feelings. Instead I share intimate, true-ish conversations that have happened in my ilfe. A bit of setup is needed here: this is with my girlfriend I lost my virginity to. She was a raving bitch. Looking back I also might've been a tad neurotic. ∙ WARNING: Conversation is awkward. ∙ February 22nd, 1990 (In her bed right after my 3rd time having sex) .