― Since I had our baby I think of death all the time. ∙ I think of my death. ∙ I think of my husbands death. ∙ I think of our babies death. ∙ When I get in the car, I contemplate the dangers and how we might die. ∙ I think about the many illnesses babies get and how fast they get sick. ∙ While planning our trip to Greece, I think of planes going down and being hit by cars in Greek traffic. ∙ I think about my husband. What would he do if I died? How [...].