― Each day that goes by draws me closer and closer to a decision I thought I would never make. I keep hoping against hope that something will turn it around. It's one of the biggest decisions I have ever made and will change my life in ways I am hoping I can handle. ∙ I need to make some changes, or I will be in the same place I am in right now... who wants that? I don't! It's just that I have always been the biggest wuss about making decisions, I am always the one that never lets go. [...].