― With eyes dull and no spark, I am no longer part of this reality. ∙ My body numb, detached and cold - no longer functioning ∙ Why? Why do I feel this way? Why do I no longer feel complete. ∙ Save me and pull me from this mindless zombie state. ∙ I have a life, I need a life, I am in my life. ∙ Everything is a blur and nothing is retained. ∙ Friends, family, loved ones... I don't care anymore. ∙ I want to feel something, anything even a little. [...].