― In my dream the other night, we were deliberating in a room on the second floor. Behind us was a window that showed the small group of people in the back yard outside. He had spontaneously decided to throw a small party. I think it was for our son, but all the guests were adults, so who knows. All I know is that we were the hosts. And we were not out there with the guests. We were inside. Because I was feeling absolutely sapped. I felt completely drained mentally, physically, and emotionally. I [...].