― This is such and exciting time for me but I’m going to be a cry baby. I’m not scared as many are asking me (except of flying). I’m going to miss my kids and family a lot. I’m 42 and have been with my husband since I was 16. On August 4th it will be our 22 wedding anniversary and I won’t be home. When I went to St. Louis with Rose I left a day early in tears missing my kids and husband. I also miss the water. It’s something that can’t be explained but [...].