― every little word, sentence, phrase, monologue, speech we make, say, explain with has a meaning, has a reason to be there. but then there are the ones that shouldn't be there, that shouldn't be used in that moment. but i do, i use them, basically i say what isn't true. i lie. it's not like i can help it, the words just spew out my mouth. verbal diarrhea. the little white lies that become an exaggerated sentence, a little story told for effect. it's all for attention. i need to be the best, and [...].