― day 251 ∙ Thursday I really don’t know what it seems in Thursday it was a bad day for me, I felt too crappy. Nobody wants to talk to me, i feel down, i cant work very well. But when it rains, it pours. Unless you expect the unexpected, you will never find truth, for it is hard to discover and hard to attain the reality what lies ahead. ∙ I should care about myself for now on. They just bluffing, i should not trust anyone.. however, today I felt pretty not inspired, i had a really [...].