― Before you read this I have been running this all through my head as I am not the type of person to bad mouth orcast judgement on people and I was not going to share this here on my blog, but I just had to, to help me along the way. It helps to write things down.........doesn't it? call it my online journal and therapy all rolled into one. ∙ At the moment I am going through some real inner turmoil, tossing and turning wondering where my life is heading. I have a partner who has just up [...].