― “I know I should let go, but it never really leaves me. ∙ Every morning, I wake up and forget just for a second that it happened. ∙ But once my eyes open it buries me like a landslide of sharp, sad rocks. ∙ Once my eyes open, I’m heavy, like there’s too much gravity pressing on my heart.” ∙ ― Sarah Ockler (Twenty Boy Summer) ∙ Yesterday was really so hard for me to get through. "Why?", you might ask. You see, it was my Mom's death anniversary. She passed away [...].