― I was agitated and extremely anxious for a good part of the day today and couldn't exactly pinpoint it. ∙ My birthday is tomorrow. ∙ And there are going to be fireworks. ∙ Why am I not more excited? ∙ I even stopped to visit Mr. 365 at his office, and surprised him with a soda and Skors bar. ∙ I told him about feeling anxious, but I still couldn't figure it out and couldn't shake it. ∙ I decided a hard ride on the bike at the gym would do me some good. [...].