― Im so tired of putting on this fake smile and making everyone believe im all happy go lucky... when people ask me how im doing i don't want to say im good because im not... I want to tell them i feel like shit and i feel like a failure who's not going any where with her life. i feel like im a disappointment and i feel like im falling apart. im not happy im incredible sad and all i want to do is cry. i don't know how to handle all these emotions the meds aren't helping enough my anxiety is still [...].