― If I could turn back the clock 18 years, I would. In a heartbeat! ∙ (Quick, it's a quiz.. can you figure out how old I'll be?) ∙ I know, I know.. I'm not suppose to look back and have regrets or wish things different but I just can't help it. ∙ Birthdays don't normally freak me out. I didn't care when I turned 30 or even the BIG 4-0. ∙ I guess it's because I'm not happy in my life right now. Scratch that, I KNOW it's because I'm not happy in my life. I [...].