― Let me shoot it straight with y'all for a minute. In the words of my dear friend Angie, today I had a major case of the sadmadblahs. ∙ First of all, last night was annoying and stressful for many reasons. Least of which was the fact that I could not sleep for shit. ∙ Patrick is out of town being a groomsmen at one of his groomsmen's wedding and I hate when he is gone. I can't sleep and it gets super lonely. ∙ I had a full agenda today and my day started super early. [...].