― Most nights are the same, other than those when I get to see my boyfriend. My bedroom is my sanctuary, where I can relax, be myself and not be ashamed. It is where I can dance along to Paramore, watch countless Youtube videos, or just take long naps. Most of the time though I spend my evening's working, long and hard on my University projects. ∙ As said in previous posts lately, I am feeling the pressure rather a lot. I keep telling everyone, 'to be positive' but how can I keep doing [...].