― Do you know that feeling you have when someone tells you something that should make sense but gets you even more confused? Or that feeling where everything around you changes slightly? Or the guilt for not shedding those tears before? ∙ That just happened to me tonight. ∙ When I was about 5 years old my mother lost a child and I lost a brother. The placenta in my mother's womb had come away too early, therefore he receiving less oxygen to his brain, he became somewhat mentally ill. [...].