― I wonder how long it actually takes someoen to forgive you. Or is this ever really accomploshed. I guess I dont fully understand holding onto anger and hate. If I held onto all the anger and hate in my life I would be insane. Of course many people have thought I should already be locked up but have yet to succeed. i know I am a little off when you see the things I see and think the things I think yeah they may come off as a little scary. People seem to like me much more when I pretend to be [...].