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My topsy turvy thoughts. And compositions. A large part of who I am and what I see =)
Listed: Aug 29, 2011
The Positive Sign ― There are times when you don’t truly belong anywhere. You flit from one group of friends to other, each one crowded and full to it’s brim. But they all welcome you, that casual hey to a regular acquaintance. And it ends there. A ...
Tags: Balderdash Thoughts, Alone, Friends, Gesture, Give Up, Lost
Haibar Zair ― 1 day ago
The Positive Sign ― May it rot and rust in hell, may the building of our college burn to ground Curse you
Tags: Few Words To Say, Anatomy, Curse
Haibar Zair ― 1 week 1 day ago
The Positive Sign ― Giving up writing is like giving up breathing. And there are times when you don’t want to breathe at all. But you can’t just stop breathing if you want to.. and I can’t stop writing even if that one remote part of me might ever ...
Tags: Balderdash Thoughts, Anne, Billy, Friends, Happiness, Heart
Haibar Zair ― 2 weeks 1 day ago
The Positive Sign ― I can’t stop it. My mind is on fire. It won’t stop writing, it won’t stop stringing all the word together and making a passage, a story out of every place I step into. Watch a movie, read a book, hum a song, my brain won’t...
Tags: Balderdash Thoughts, Brain, Constipation, Diarrhea, Madness, Self Indulgence
Haibar Zair ― 3 weeks 2 days ago
The Positive Sign ― You have no idea of the happiness in my heart, you have no idea how fragile this part of me is, how it explodes with a little amount of energy in it, how this body is a huge sink for energies. I absorb it all. Anger sadness happiness joy. And ...
Tags: Balderdash Thoughts, Alone, Friends, Happy, Optimism, Peace
The Positive Sign ― Now this is cool. Two years ! It has been two years writing online, two years giving less and less time to my journal, two years since all that stuff that happened in my life that compelled me to just escape and start my life over and again! God ! ...
Tags: Balderdash Thoughts, Anniversary, Blogging, Crap, Friends, Life
Haibar Zair ― 6 weeks 3 days ago
The Positive Sign ― I am always punished for every single bad word that comes out of my mouth, a single wrong thing I do. God has put fifty angels around me that keep noting everything I say or do and baam! I get punished. And guess what happened this time Okay. I ...
Tags: Medicine: Year 2, Ear Infection, Friends, God, Karma, Love
Haibar Zair ― 6 weeks 4 days ago
The Positive Sign ― The boy’s gone. The boy’s gone home. It’s a tree trunk. It’s a cut down tree trunk. It was planted by my grandma, and then two more grew on its side. Grandma died when I was 9. Few years back they cut one tree that the ...
Tags: Short Stories, Alone, Foresee, Gone, Hope, Lesson
Haibar Zair ― 8 weeks 4 days ago
The Positive Sign ― There’s that moment when you feel that thing creeping up at the back of your mind, at the surface of your heart and the tip of your tongue. That urge that beautiful flow of words you know you can write down. You have been staring at blank ...
Tags: Balderdash Thoughts, Alone, Cancer, Friends, Give Up, Heart
Haibar Zair ― 9 weeks 6 days ago
The Positive Sign ― I am sitting on the stairs at my Uncle’s huge place. Feeling the light coming through the glass pane windows. I like it here. The damp smell, the empty house. Mom’s out. Sometimes I wish she didn’t have to do all the chores and I...
Tags: Balderdash Thoughts, Alone, Competition, Death, Feelings, Happy
Haibar Zair ― 11 weeks 4 days ago
The Positive Sign ― It’s a small quiet room it’s a small quiet place. I feel good. And deep. I came back in here after a long tour across the whole building. Said hello hi to all my mates. Cracked some jokes talked some more and back to the old shack we...
Tags: Medicine: Year 2, Alone, Difference, Energy, Friends, Happy
Haibar Zair ― 12 weeks ago
The Positive Sign ― I am just going ter stop feeling -_-
Tags: Few Words To Say, Feeling
Hey everyone! This week (20th May - 26th May) is National Vegetarian Week across the UK. ...
∙ I created this Greek Chicken and Rice Cake Salad recipe as part of the ...
someone got the giggles during his photo shoot~OUTFIT DETAILS~Shirt: Brooks BrothersPants: ...