IamRica

as what my friends say I'm a LEADER and a FIGHTER but they describe me as a kind, understanding and loving. a great cook [as what my family says]. there's something missing, I'm fat and ugly and i can feel that no guy could love me until this guy came but i turned him down because i can't learn to love him after i knew he's my nice. they find me as a liberated sophisticated girl but for me I'm not. i tried to be boyish and also to be girly but still i can't find the real me. I'm also religious and GOD FEARING. my parents are both PROFESSIONALS and RESPECTED in my town. the thing is I have great friends but still can't find the real me. i thing being me is the best as you can see. i can be alone but just to find me.