As we go through life we meet people. we begin to experience things we have never experienced in life before with them. we meet people, sometimes for a reason, season and even for a lifetime. at the point of meeting them we never know what sort of meeeting it would be. we sometimes hope, wish, pray the meeting would last long. sometimes we dread meeting the person again. either way we never know for sure.

It is true indeed that we never know what life may bring our way. we sometimes have expectations and they are met. at other times we have no expectations and we are blown away by the great things life bring our way.

I recently just fell in love. well, some six(six) months ago. i am head over heels and this scares me sometimes. at other times i am most greatful and i am ecstatic. but before now, i was scared of love. i was afraid if i let anyone in the person would just take advantage of me and i would loose it. i knew that i could not take another heartbreak. Long after the first relationship i had, i was really heart broken. I would wish we could turn back the hands of time and take things a little slower. At the time, i always wondered what it would be like having someone else instead of him.

Over a yearand some months i have moved on. I am now in love with the most amazing man in my life. I am begining to give in to my feelings, accepting him and praying all works out fine so i dont have to go through the whole hog of learning to love someone again, as i am content with what i have now.

Just this morning my ex announced to me that he got married within the last year. he then added that it had nothing to do with me. that made me sad for i expected that whenever you meet people, fall in love with them or make them fall in love with you, you ought to learn a lot from them. you should at least have gained a thing or two from them and how you live your life from the moment you meet them has to do with them (even though in the minutest way).

LIFE IS CONSTANTLY TESTING US FOR OUR LEVEL OF COMMITMENT, AND LIFE'S GREATEST REWARDS ARE RESERVED FOR THOSE WHO DEMONSTRATE A NEVER-ENDING COMMITMENT TO ACT UNTIL THEY ACHIEVE.
THIS LEVEL OF RESOLVE CAN MOVE MOUNTAINS, BUT IT MUST BE CONSTANT AND CONSISTENT.
AS SIMPLISTIC AS THIS MAY SOUND, IT IS THE COMMON DENOMINATOR SEPERATING THOSE WHO LIVE THEIR DREAMS FROM THOSE WHO LIVE IN REGRET.

Peace.