Would you believe that God came to me, really came about 7 years back when one day, dull and depressed I was driving . my life sucked at that moment.i had post-natat depression,I had lost my father , then withen a month, I found That I was pregnant, toyally unplanned,my father passed away on 9.12.2005.,I did'nt want to have kids,I already had 2 kids. I did'nt get a chance to grieve for him,I was in shock. I felt hopeless , , I delievered exacly 9 months later on 9.9.2006, only after the delievery, my mourning process started, that was the worst experience ever.My whole life shattered in an instant.So there I was, driving along the road, when suddenly,I felt that someone was watching me it felt that God was next to me and was listening intently. I broke down at once, tears streaming down my face so hard, that my vision blurred and I had to stop the car nearby., at the wonder that God came for me, someone who was not really a religious person.I felt very small and humbled!!!!After that day, God has been in my soul and I talk to him every dayabout my feelings. I personally feelthat He listens to all of us, but we all have to open our hearts and listen to the silence,for withen that silence, dwells God.May He gives us all strength to bear our crossesand become better human beings.
Tazein
15.7.2012.