I want to curl up like a ball,
Block out the world around me,not to feel anything, to close my eyes for a long time,
I am hurting, paying for my past crimes.
Just feel the numbness of an unknown drug coursing through my veins,
Shut out reality, hide all my fears, tinged with regret, my past,
I want God to take away all the sadness, my only Prayer, an impossible hope, why is my life barren, so vast?
TAZEIN
Whatever happens,happens for the best. There are some things which are not in your hands ,neither can u control them.
Taz,,, you worry me... I am known for being blunt and to the point but everytime I read your blogs I want to say something that might make you mad before I leave blogging but maybe , just maybe it will help.
When I was a kid in the 5th grade I was bullied by people and I was scared so I would cower down and all that ever did is give the bullies more drive to hurt me because I WOULD NOT FIGHT BACK...... STOP COWERING !!! One day when the bully came at me I stood my ground and fought back and won and from that day I got respect from the people who saw me as an opportunity to mess with. Weak people are no threat and no threat means opportunity. so when you show weakness you ask for problems. STAND AND FIGHT!! Gain respect and definitely don't do drugs and don't search sympathy from everyone because everyone is not your friend. Only your true friends will understand but most will see you as pathetic Stand and fight for your respect. respect is not owed in general , it is earned !!! Your picture does not show a person of weakness but your words say something else. and what Sarthak say's is true but NOT ALWAYS !!! There are something's you can control and you being one of them. You may not win all your fights BUT FIGHT ANYWAY and gain respect. Sorry if I made you mad but I worry about you as a friend......TED
One more thing,, I wouldn't tell you this if I didn't think you could do it but I know you can... I believe in you.
