shaine
its just one of my silliest talks, or may it be just one of my thousands denials. i am not sexy i admit it. but sometimes i tend to believe that sexy is not all about curves. it is one of the many perverted ideas media created ( how cud a masscom student say this? haha) my mom says " shaine ur not yet 18 that's why u still have the flabs", but why does my friends of the same age as mine have this sexy curves?! i answered. i asked my bf about being sexy and he just said i am sexy for him. ( see he sees my outside feautures men really dont look just on the inside). maybe if the old times media used a big fat lady on a commercial then i would be sexy. have u seen a painting in a museum? the women there have those flabs. that's sexy for them during their times.im just really frustrated about my figure nowadays.:(