The name is VIVIAN ..derived from my grandma's name "Bebiana"...My mom was supposed to deliver me on Feb 14 but it seems that as early as in my mom's womb, I was already that compelling and stubborn. (seems like it is where it all started my being "having-her-own-way" attitude.) And so, I waited til my dad arrive from the operation. I gave my mom like 3 falls alarm..lol! until finally I decided to be born on March 14..the very day my dad arrived! (of course, who would want to be born without having ur ma and pa at your side?)
As early as in kindergarten, I found my first ever crush! Well I don't know if that's what u call it..all I can remember was that I used to follow that boy everywhere he goes and I quarrel him if he plays with other playmates..especially if it's a girl. Maybe that explains why up until this very age...my sense of security in a relationship is so strong and I hate long-distance relationship because I'm so demonstrative and expressive when showing how I feel.
I am the eldest of 9 and my parents got separated for almost 2 years and during those times, I stand as a mom and dad to my little siblings that is why I am so bonded with my brothers and sisters because my teenage days revolves around them. My highschool buddies saw me as boring and not a good company to be with because I rarely go out with them and I always declined invitations for "teen schenanigans"...It's not that I don't want to go..it's just that...I was left with no other choice but to stay home. Thus, eventually...I've maintained a good relationship with my family especially with my siblings BUT, on the other hand, I'm not that good in keeping friends...my only bestfriend is my sister. However, as I mature...I Iearned how to keep friends, seriously. Although there's no guarantee that I can be a good friend to everybody, but when I do...I value it like she/he is family.
I was raised and educated with a strong catholic value. The catholic school where I spent my primary days was so remarkable that up until now...It has inculcated in me the values of being a true christian.
I dream of becoming a Doctor of Philosophy...I love Philosophy! It's my favorite subject...(not to mention..I also love the professor...haha!) That explains my being so deep type of a person...I think of everything profoundly. I believe that every EFFECT has its CAUSE and everything can be explained no matter how difficult or superficial it is..You just have to think with your heart first then followed by the mind. I value a person who has a knowledge of about everything..who can speak of and can converse with the given clause. I could spend the entire day talking with him/her over cups of tea (beside the lake).
And nevertheless...I love LIFE! I thanked God everyday for giving me the chance to experience it. Although it's a jungle out there and man has to survive each single day...but I just thought of it like what Horace once said.. that "LIFE IS A COMEDY FOR THOSE WHO THINK AND A TRAGEDY FOR THOSE WHO FEEL."

(I am not afraid of storms for I have learned how to sail my ship...)

Profile created: Feb 26, 2009